My Pentimento

Higher and higher I jump, harder, pushing you down deep
No, you cannot be seen! Especially by me!
I wrap you tight in wool, in wood, hard steel
I bury you in a jewel inlaid coffin. 
Oh be happy, I am singing lullabies to you. 
See how they soothe! Listen, listen close and forget.
I push you out, far into the sea. 
Why haven't you capsized and drowned?
Memory rub worked on Anakin 
So I scrape, erase you out
I drink from the Lethe
Bathe in salt but you stick 
Yet you peep my heart, you weep. 
My indelible palimptest, my mellow
My obdurate, my pentimento unobscured