My lost words

I’ve spun words before to kill the pain
But this time they’ve died instead
Suddenly, so swiftly, they have fallen alone
my broken syllables, my bleeding letters
And I can’t put them together though I try
The meanings stay lost, the sounds lay mute
Their images can be found no more
And the unshed tears can be cried no more
I can’t help them, I ride the same train
I lie in the same box, I’m covered by the same earth